I'm looking at job descriptions, trying to find something worth applying for and all I've succeeded in doing is making myself feel like I'm good for nothing. I hate myself for feeling so pathetic but reading through person specifications is just terrifying me. I dont like the thought of being responsible for too much as I'm really not sure if I can cope with it. BUT this is not a good attitude to have as I actually do want to have some semblance of a normal career so I'm going to have to just get on with it.
I do know deep down that I'm not completely useless. If I were would I have had such a successful modelling career? Before that I did pretty well working at a newspaper in Swindon, so I know I can cope with a normal job. I just wish I felt a little more grounded and stable. Went to an information session to find out about jobs with the Olympics committee today and spent most of it feeling like I was about to burst into tears. Right - better get back to it.
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